“Of course it is happening inside your head, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?”

Sunday, October 24, 2010

You see that little tracker countdown on the side of my blog.....Well its right i'm now 40 weeks and 2 days prego. And that is all there is to say. :(

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

One year older....

My dear old hubby is getting old. He turned 25 on Monday Oct 11. He had to work on his birthday but we went out on saturday with a bunch of friend and went to a restaurant here in cedar city called NINJA. Now this place i think is amazing its a japanese sushi restaurant where they do the cooking show in front of you on the habachi tables. It was alot of fun i had a good time and i think jensen did too. Happy Birthday Sweetie, I love you and cant believe your so old. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!


Our one friends told the waitress behind jensen back that it was his birthday, and at ninja they walk around the restaurant banging this gong and then stop in front of you and sing happy birthday. The look on jensen face explains his feelings perfectly.

Friday, October 1, 2010

My get me through these last few weeks list...

What i'm looking forward to about not being pregnant...
  • Being able to sleep on my belly. I never realized how much i was a belly sleeper but I swear if i could just roll over onto my belly at night i would be able to sleep through the night in a coma

  • Being able to walk short distance w/o being winded. and by short distance i mean from my car in the walmart parking lot....to the actual walmart front door.

  • HAMBURGERS!!! I havn't been able to eat anything with hamburger meat in it sense 26 weeks. It made me sick and gross for hours after, i'm sure looking forward to my first big mac.

  • No more weird urges to cry over baby shampoo commercials. You think i'm kidding....not kidding.

  • Being able to JUMP into bed. My first big plan (when i'm all healed of course) is to literally jump into bed. It may seem like such a small thing but i cant help it, i'm a bed jumper.

  • Getting my sinus's back. I have had the worst allergies being pregnant, and i cant wait tell whatever it is in your nose that swells up and gets unbreathable is gone and back to normal. (ok maybe this one is allergies and not being pregnant but i'm still looking forward to it.)


What i cant wait to do with baby P....
  • Finally getting able to hold him. I have carried this kid around for 9 months and i cant wait to hold him and snuggle
  • Playing dress up. I know its like playing house but with a real life human being, but i just cant wait to put him in all the outfits and clothes that we got for him. His little basketball warm up, cowboy boots and carharts, and of course his "i'm the next edward cullen onsie.
  • 12 weeks of good quality bonding time. Yes thats right no work for 12 weeks.
  • Getting to watch jensen be a daddy. I'm so excited to see jensen become a daddy, i really hope i'm able to watch jensen see his son for the first time (i'm hoping for tears) I cant wait for his first poopy diaper he has to change and when he gets pee'd on. Just being able to watch him bond with the little guy.
  • Just being able to be a mom. I'm so excited to be a mom, i'm ready for it and its all i have ever wanted, i'm so excited to know that i made this little guy and helped him grow. I'm so excited to start my family and share this experience with jensen
I am now 37 weeks, and have 3 weeks left in this pregnancy. The poor guy is getting so cramped in there and has decided the best place for his foot is right under my ribs. I can now feel every little elbow, foot, body roll and it literally will take my breath away. (not in the aww thats so sweet moment either) We are feeling really good we have been having some braxton hicks but nothing more then that. At my last doc appt i was dilated to a 1 but no more sense then he says i am right on track and still looking at our original due date Oct 22. At work i snuck back and had an estimated weight and they estimated about 7 pounds give or take. I'm just hoping i dont have to give birth to a 10 pounder. lol I guess he will come out when he is gosh darn ready to come out.